Since June 30, 2011 I have mourned openly here for 123 days over a love lost that is has been so hard to let go of. It has been over 5 years since she and I went our separate ways. It is time for me to let go and move on. Some of my hesitance has been due to guilt and blame I place on myself, especially knowing in majority I was the reason we are no longer together. But I am at peace with all that now. Writing here well over a hundred days in a row ended up being the tonic that healed me. It is time for the past to be past. October 31, 2011 seems like a very good date for that to be true.
I have met someone I have been seeing for a while. I am a hapless romantic with new hopes and dreams. Tomorrow I begin here to write about possibilities and “might-happen’s” . My heart is finally open again
Antoine de Saint-Exupery