Since June 30, 2011 I have mourned openly here for 123 days over a love lost that is has been so hard to let go of.  It has been over 5 years since she and I went our separate ways.  It is time for me to let go and move on.  Some of my hesitance has been due to guilt and blame I place on myself, especially knowing in majority I was the reason we are no longer together.  But I am at peace with all that now.    Writing here well over a hundred days in a row ended up being the tonic that healed me.  It is time for the past to be past.  October 31, 2011 seems like a very good date for that to be true.

I have met someone I have been seeing for a while.  I am a hapless romantic with new hopes and dreams.  Tomorrow I begin here to write about possibilities and “might-happen’s” .  My heart is finally open again

It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.

Antoine de Saint-Exupery

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